....

so there i was all alone with no consolation feeling
sorry for myself, i think that people hate me, they don't
care what i think and what i say.
i would like people to care, it would be nice if they even
cared a tinny bit. i hate when people ignore me for any
stupid reason
that's why there is real and fake friends, the ones that really
care they listen but the ones that are friends don't give a
damn but try to hide their true colours.
i always fall in the traps of the fake ones, their mission
is to bring me down ...but i some of the times don't have
the strenght to fight back and pull myself together.

0.o

"What would it take,
for things to be quiet,
quiet like the snow?
I know, this isn't much,
but I know, I could,
I could be better.
I dont think i deserve it, selflessness.
find your way into my heart
all stars could be brighter,
all hearts could be warmer.
what would it take,
for things to be be quiet,
quiet like the snow?
are we meant to be empty handed?

Sad thoughts

Sad thoughts occupie my mind with emptiness, loneliness and self doubt.
When will they stop?
Will they ever end?
Sad thoughts keep tearing me inside. Now im broken into pieces with these visions in my mind.
STOP hurting me! Now its your memory haunting me every night.
When will it stop?
Will it ever end?

Feeling Down

I feel alone, like as no one cares that i even exist. Am i that invisible?
The tears are almost running down my face, the loneliness is building up every second, i feel as if I'm drowning and that I'm slowly letting myself go. As I'm slowly giving up my own life.
All i ever wanted was someone to care, is that much to ask? Apparently it is!
I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me, i just want someone to understand me! I want someone to help me through the hard and awful days. I just want someone to be there. But there isn't!
Being abandoned by everyone you love and care about is the hardest thing in the world to cope with.
You just wanna drown your sorrows in any possible ways.
Am i meant to be forgotten, to not be loved?
Probably i am!