Feeling Down

I feel alone, like as no one cares that i even exist. Am i that invisible?
The tears are almost running down my face, the loneliness is building up every second, i feel as if I'm drowning and that I'm slowly letting myself go. As I'm slowly giving up my own life.
All i ever wanted was someone to care, is that much to ask? Apparently it is!
I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me, i just want someone to understand me! I want someone to help me through the hard and awful days. I just want someone to be there. But there isn't!
Being abandoned by everyone you love and care about is the hardest thing in the world to cope with.
You just wanna drown your sorrows in any possible ways.
Am i meant to be forgotten, to not be loved?
Probably i am!